Former Kaduna governor Nasir el-Rufai says his experience during his ongoing trial has made him reconsider some of his relationships, particularly with friends who have remained silent over his situation.
The former minister shared his thoughts in a statement posted on X, saying the challenges he has faced have taught him important lessons about life.
El-Rufai is currently facing trial over alleged money laundering and conversion of public property.
He has been in the custody of the Independent Corrupt Practices and Other Related Offences Commission (ICPC) since February 19, after being released by the Economic and Financial Crimes Commission (EFCC).
The former governor said “adversity has a way of illuminating relationships”, adding that the apparent silence of some people he previously supported had raised concerns.
“Some have expressed concern at the apparent silence, in my present circumstances, of some of my colleagues, friends and family members whom I have publicly stood by or associated closely with in the past,” he said.
“What I learn in difficult times like the past few months may lead me, quietly and without regret, to reconsider the nature of certain relationships and what those that look up to me expect of them.”
El-Rufai said such a decision should not be interpreted as a reproach or condemnation, but rather as an opportunity to gain a clearer understanding of people and life.
He said he had always supported his colleagues, friends, family members and others based on his faith, upbringing, personal values and conscience.
According to him, he stood by people and causes he believed in, even in difficult situations and at considerable personal cost, without expecting praise, gratitude or anything in return.
The former governor added that those he had previously supported were also entitled to make their own choices now that circumstances had changed.
“I have no regrets about standing by people or for causes when I believed it was right to do so, and I bear no resentment towards anyone who chooses not to do the same for me,” he added.
“As for any injustice, ingratitude or injury done to me, I seek neither revenge nor retribution. Ultimate accountability belongs to Almighty Allah, and I leave that judgment to Him, in this world and in the Hereafter.”
El-Rufai said his focus would instead remain on maintaining peace with his conscience and faith.
“In the end, each of us must live with the choices we make, and posterity will render whatever verdict it sees fit. My only concern is to remain at peace with my conscience and, above all, with Almighty Allah,” he said.